I attended a world mandate conference the first weekend of February, and these are some of my thoughts thoughout the weekend:
My heart has never been moved the way it was moved tonight. A seemingly never ending stream of tears just keep falling from my eyes. The speaker, Heather Mercer, talked about living life as a fool for Christ. Tonight, for the first time, I truly wanted that. I was my heart to be moved. I was to be a crazy fool for God. But already I can feel myself wanting to go to my comfortable lifestyle.
I would LOVE to live in this earthly kingdom I've created, where Christ can conform to my lifestyle. But that's not the true and righteous desire of my heart. The REAL desire is to see God's kingdom, His supernatural kingdom come to earth. I want, I desire to seek that kingdom; to live my life with abandon to God. I want to make a difference in the population of the eternal kingdom.
I don't know how, I don't know where, I don't know when. But, I know with an uncanny, absolute certainty that God moved, the Spirit moved in my heart tonight, and I will never be the same.
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